Monday, 26 September 2016

Ulsavam Musings

(I had published this post elsewhere, earlier in April 2015)
 
Some fifty years earlier when I was first taken to that temple my paternal grandmother quickly wrapped a towel round our shorts to make us comply with the man-made dress code at the temple that was dispensed to us in the name of the Lord himself.
 
Fifty years later we did the same with our twin nine year old sons, quite like the hundreds of many other faithfuls that had come to see the ulsavam at the Sri PadmanabhaSwamy temple.  Well, OK not all of them were perhaps faithfuls.  Same difference.  Define a faithful to me unambiguously before you join issues with me on the extent of faith of all those
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Lest anyone be in doubt on where I come out on this matter of Faith, I am a big believer in God in any form.  I am not sure what God is supposed to do, what, if any, am I supposed to do for Him and what my relationship with Him ought to be.  But I am convinced that the Lord exists.  Further, I am convinced that all that we do is His bidding.  I also turn to Him routinely for various transactional benefits.
 
The principal agenda for everyone assembled there was seeking the Lord's blessings, the Lord being Sri Padmanabha Swamy, the presiding deity and his two other incarnations Sri Naramsimha and Sri Krishna.

For some it may even have been an ostensible reason for being there because what one witnessed there was a small social gathering too.
 
Most people seemed to know each other.  This is where the city of Trivandrum appears to have not lost its quaintness. Every year many of its residents leave for the larger cities in search of livelihoods, careers, even fame and fortune, changing the composition of the population permanently, irreversibly.  A few migrants from elsewhere take their place in an ever growing wave of urbanization. 
 
Yet everyone including those that remained and those that had moved in, all seemed to know each other in spite of the new-fangled social media that elsewhere in the country seemed to be turning neighbours into strangers.
 
Many among those gathered at the temple greeted each other warmly, even intimately.  Some of them were explaining they had been absent for an extended while because they had been visiting an offspring in Bangalore or Delhi.  Much news was exchanged. 
 
There were young men and women throwing me back to my own youth forty years earlier.  Mine was a very different world though, a world of cold war, of oil shocks, of Mrs G’s dirigisme that was driven across the country from Delhi in the name of centralized planning, and Sakhavu Achyuta Menon’s dias non and the hushed ripples on campus of the secret war that Comrade Ajitha’s compatriots were waging in the hills of Wayanad against the establishment. 
 
Beside me, on the sands of the temple a very religious looking young man was debriefing his friends about a difficult encounter that his friend had had with a young lady who had apparently slapped him (the friend) over the latter's inappropriate attempt to win her affinity.
 
As I stood there taking in these sights and sounds, I realized that in all these fifty years, the faces had changed.  Political circumstances had changed, making the erstwhile ruler of Travancore further remote from and less relevant to the rough and tumble of contemporary power politics than he had been in the seventies, soon after Mrs G had abolished their privy purse.
 
To the faithful, the temple and its ulsavam remained a central piece of their social life even today, a source of much conviviality.  That in a sense seemed to be the spiritualism that the religion of Lord Padmanabha tried to imbue in the faithful, through the institution of His temple, as a place of community worship:  Having been born into this world being caught in the web of life was inevitable.  But weave every bit of your life around the Lord.  Implant the Lord in your heart however perfectly as you can, however imperfectly as you might.  You might then hope to be liberated from the cycle of birth and death someday.
 
As I stood reflecting on these thoughts, trying to dissolve some recent worldly pain of my own making, I heard the distant thud of the kettle drum heralding the arrival of the Lord.  The conversations stopped and all eyes turned to the direction of the sound, eagerly awaiting the sighting of the Lord on the tall, broad, spacious, imposing circumambulatory path of the temple, all hewn in eternal stone.
 
Nanni.Namaskaaram

The Bands of Kerala

(I published this earlier elsewhere in July 2014)
 
Kerala has always been big on music, a similarity that they share with Bengalis.  I am not sure though that they produce the kind of seriously rigorous classical music of the level of sophistication that one sees in Chennai or Hyderabad or even Bangalore or Mysore for that matter. 
 
But in recent times several new bands entered the scene, each introducing a variant of what was available in the market, mixing a little bit of various other pre-existing genres. 
 
Agam is a classic example of this trend.  They claim to perform what they call Progressive Carnatic Fusion Rock.  Their fusion is smooth and seamless, yet they are deeply rooted in Indian classical music, mostly the Carnatic variety.  Listen to this piece for example, which got me started off on listening to these bands. 
 

And another signature piece is here. 


The best thing about Agam is the way they work traditional Carnatic pieces into a rock orchestra in the background.  No one else does it as well as them.  I guess they are able to do so because they seem to know classical music well.  To that extent they literally own the genre they claim to have created.   
 
I guess the other nice thing about them is their lead who is quite talented.  But as a singer I think Harish is over-rated.  His voice delivers flights easily.  But it is not as solid or deep as that of many other lead singers.  Listen to this rendition for example where he seems to be out of his depths (sorry, pun intended.)
 

The rest of the band is also mediocre except the lead guitarist.  The drums especially are pedestrian. 
 
The Job Kurian collective is another band that seems to have caught the fancy of the young adults in Kerala with Padayaatra.  Follow this link to the listen to the song. 
 
But the rest of their songs did not catch my fancy.  Job is a good singer.  I do not see the band itself making waves for long. 
 
The whole band movement seems to have started with Avial.  Alas they are not around any longer.  These guys were truly awesome. Rex Vijayan the lead guitarist is something else.  Their drummer is pretty decent. 
 
Overall, the band creates a terrific pulse even with some ordinary songs.  I guess it is all the result of their lead singer Anand Benjamin Paulraj (ABP).  Listen to these two songs to understand what I mean.  Pay attention to the lead singer and Rex Vijayan in particular.
 
 
 
The other thing you may have noticed is the sheer economy of the use of instruments by Avial.  It proves something that I believe about bands.  It is not about the number of instruments in the band.  It is how you bring them together that matters.  There are bands that seem to have so many instruments leaving you wonder if they are all adding to the melody or turning the music into cacophony. 
 
While I do not know why the band went out of existence, I think the band did not get its lead singer act together.  ABP  seems to have migrated to the USA.  To get a sense of how critical he was to the band, watch this video and look at the comments below.  You will see that the band lost much of its mojo with the departure of ABP.

Watch this video at the link below to see how the band mismanaged the lead singer part of its show.  The same chekele by Tony is a poor comparison.  Also see the comments below where the audience is rooting for ABP.  Elsewhere on other videos you read the same refrain - Avial just did not have enough good lead singers.  And Tony did not seem to realize that he is not quite the right lead for numbers like chekele where you need the volume of ABP's huge barrel of a torso!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LcyhsAho8b0
 
For aspiring bands in Kerala there is much to learn from the history of these bands.
 
The ruling king of the pack, going by the number of concerts in and out of Kerala is Thaikkudam Bridge. While the band has some great guitarists and percussionists, I somehow never felt lured into wanting to listen to them. The band seems to have no character that gives them an identity as a brand of music, giving them the appearance of a music troupe of yesteryears.   
 
Listen to these videos to understand what I mean. 
 
 
Thaikkudam is also an example of a lot of instruments making a lot of noise, leaving you wondering where the melody is.  I keep going back to Agam’s songs notwithstanding many things about them that could get better.  I just don’t feel the same attraction towards Thaikkudam.
 
The newest kid on the block is  Masala Coffee.  Here are a series of videos of the band. 
 
Masala Coffee seems to have gone about their entry strategically. They seem to have addressed every department of their music offering methodically – a deep bench of good lead singers, good guitarists although there is none that is outstanding, wide range of percussion and a combination of covers and their own songs. 
 
What is striking about one of their lead singers, Varun Sunil.  This guy is one helluva versatile fellow.  Just look at the range of things this fellow does.
 
 
They also do a decent job of oscillating between the rapid and the slow numbers. 
 
What I miss in them of course is a signature that characterises them as a genre, unlike Avial or Agam. 
 
The other interesting thing about them is their ability to deliver Hindi numbers with nearly the same authenticity as any North Indian troupe. This is an interesting contrast to the feeble attempt by Harish of Agam to perform a Hindi song that we saw earlier. 
 
I can go on and on.  I must stop for now.  God willing I hope to spend more time getting to know these bands, their origins and their stories for its own sake.  There is a veritable explosion on the band scene.  And with luck I do hope to write another piece where I sum up my thoughts from listening to these bands for a long time. 

Nanni….Namaskaaram…

From "God's Own Country"......1

(I published this post elsewhere on April 4, 2011)

From "God's Own Country"......1
We landed at Trivandrum this morning, my favourite corner of Planet Earth. We were greeted by the festivities of electioneering, the peaking of Kerala's daily political life.

Trivandrum is where I was born and raised for many years, in different spells. Other than the temple of Lord Padmanabha I am not sure if Trivandrum is famous for anything else. That does not matter to me though. It still is, and will always be, my favourite place.

Whatever one might say about Trivandrum, or one might not, it is hard to imagine any other place as the political capital of the state of Kerala. I cannot tell you quite why, but there is something about it that makes you feel it is the location for the capital of God's Own Country. There is that smell about it, when you walk by the Secretariat or its relaxed looking rain washed streets, that you do not sense in Kottayam, Kollam or Kozhikode. You certainly do not get that sense in that upstart commercial capital of the state called Kochi. More about Kochi in another post, till my keypad screams for mercy!

Interestingly, not much of what happens in Trivandrum politically gets decided there. It all happens in two or three major epicentres of Kerala. There is Central Kerala where the Christians rule the roost. Then there is the North, popularly known as Malabar, where the Thangal and his Muslim League hold darbar, unchallenged. Woe betide anyone who tries to challenge their political writ. And there is the rest, which is mainly the rag-tag geography of Kerala, formerly known as Travancore.

Nearly all of that happens in Kerala is the result of the dynamic jostling that takes place between the powerlords of the North and Central Kerala.

Yet, neither of those regions has been able to establish that the road to Trivandrum passes through their own heartland. Unlike the folks in UP who seem to have successfully persuaded the rest of the nation that the road to Delhi passes through Lucknow. In that sense democracy in Kerala is far more real than democracy in India as a whole.

How could it be any other way in a state where every man, woman and child would like to lead and not follow? No part or region of the state would be allowed the kind of political hegemony that the states of UP and Bihar have usurped from the rest of the India.

We were greeted by the sounds of electioneering as the train sped through Kerala in the early hours of Monday morning. More electioneering and more window pane shattering noise followed, with stacks of loudspeakers mounted on the ubiquitous white Ambassador, as we reached our home. It was the last day of electioneering before the state went to the polls.

The day we landed was significant for another reason: On that day the incumbent political patriarch of Kerala labelled a prominent leader of the opposition an "Amul baby". When it comes to biliousness you got to hand it to the Mallus. Anyone other than a Mallu may have chosen any other expression that is more strident or less hard hitting, but definitely nowhere as memorable.

The Amul baby metaphor is more than just a political repartee. To put it in Marxian dialect, an Amul baby is is symbolic of a social class that is distinct and cut off from, if not inimical to, the toiling proletariat. Amul milk is what the wealthy mothers of Kerala have brought up her children on. The toiling mother's child suckles at its mother's breast, if it does not go hungry.

The use of the metaphor is yet another instance of how Marxism is alive and kicking in Kerala, whatever may its bill of political health look like elsewhere in the world. Well, Marxian rhetoric surely is, even if one were to be a little skeptical about the health of Marxian thought or philosophy, given the schism within the party cadres.

So, on this momentous day, when my sons asked me their first questions about elections and politics I could not help start the 101. I could not think of a more auspicious place or time. In Hindu tradition place and time make all the difference between failure and success.

With prayer on my lips that I might be sowing the seeds of political awakening in their tender minds and that they might keep alive the Mallu legacy of being politically aware, if not active, I started on how elections work and finally give some people the right to rule over the others; in other words just tell them what to do - the essence of political power struggle.

Hopefully, I said to myself, before long my sons will realise the interchangeability of money and political power in India, well before they learn about the interconvertibility of mass and energy.

The elder of my twins tried to relate it to his world of cars and races and asked me: So that is like a race and someone wins, right? The younger one had a glimmer in his eye. He asked me with his signature shy smile: So if I win an election I can ask you and Amma and Vinayakan to do whatever I want?

I was happy to see the making of a 21st century Indian political leader. Amen.

Nanni. Namaskaaram

Saturday, 3 September 2016

On Measurement and Immeasurables

Ever since I attended business school thirty five years ago I have been obsessed with measurement.  That is one thing business school does to you.  It teaches you that you cannot evaluate what you cannot measure.  And, at the risk of oversimplifying, management is all about evaluation or assessment.  So it teaches you to measure all kinds of phenomena.

So over time I took my tendency to measure to new levels of obsessiveness.  Long before we were invaded by fit bits I used to count the number of steps I walked.  I measure with great effort the time it takes me to chant various slokas and I have carried out extensive analyses of the speeds at which I chant the many slokas I know by heart and the time it takes to complete each of them at the various speeds I chant them. 

I measure the number of shaves I get with each disposable razor and therefore the cost of each shave.   I have a meter running in my head that calculates the cost of each shave. 
 
I estimated the number of cups of tea that I needed to make on the new water heater that I bought for making tea in my office for Rs 900.  Each time I make a cup of tea I remind myself how many more cups I need to have made before the heater would have paid for itself.  I reset this number for the fact the price of a cup of tea in coffee shops increased even while I was recovering the cost of the heater. 
 
Let me also remind you that before I bought the heater I had figured out that the time taken to make my own tea was less than the time in going to the lounge for having tea.  And this did not include the time I spent often in unproductive gossip at the lounge.  When I worked out the time spent on such gossip it would often prove to be even more costly as I took time to work out the emotions that would get stirred up on getting to know things that I would have been better off not knowing.

Before I bought my new scooter I worked out the number of trips I would need to make to my office to recover the investment I would make in a scooter that I wished to replace my car with for my office commute.  I did this under multiple scenarios depending on when I would sell the scooter in case it started giving me a back-ache.

Although I am a terrible penny pincher myself, occasionally I give away a minuscule fraction of my relatively meagre earnings to some people or causes I consider deserving.  I keep track of every paisa of it, right in my head.

I guess you get the picture – I am one helluva measurement monster.
Now that is not without many other collateral costs.  It makes me a miserable spouse, father, son, son-in-law, sibling, nephew, colleague and whatever else.  I can go on.  Luckily for me and the women of this world I have never been a boy-friend.  Imagine the reaction of this woman who realizes that I had been measuring the cost per unit of intimate moment that I spent with her by dividing the cost of an evening out by the number of minutes I got look at her beautiful face or hold her delicate hand!
 
I pressed on with my counting, remorselessly.  I have believed that life would be one unstructured financial and emotional spaghetti if one did not measure.
 
But out of the blue, some weeks back this question struck me like a bolt:  What would I do with the results of all those measurements?  
 
This question crossed my mind a few weeks back when I had occasion to interact with this super wealthy benefactor.  He is a fairly old man. I first said to myself that the measurements that this man would have to deal with would be well beyond my puny, tiny brain. 
 
But then just as instantly this other thought started bothering me: What would happen when he left this world, as indeed he would have to some time?  How relevant would all that measurement be to him once he ceased to be in this world?
 
It struck me at that moment that whatever we measure in life did not seem to matter in the larger scheme of things.  That said, I do not know what makes for that larger scheme of things. 
 
It did occur to me though that once I am gone what would matter is what I have done for those that I leave behind.  The joy I would be able to give them out of what I have provided them would matter I am sure to them.  The misery I would leave behind by the hurt I may have caused would matter just as much.
 
Ironically, school did not teach me how to measure such emotions.  Which is perhaps why we always talk about indescribable joy or immeasurable suffering.  If you cannot describe how can you measure?
 
Under the circumstances it appeared reasonably safe to say this about the larger scheme of things though:  What one can measure does not seem to matter.  And what matters, it seems, one can never measure.

Nanni….Namaskaaram…

Thursday, 1 September 2016

That time of the year when...

That time of the year when...
It will be soon that time of the year when another set of young men and women say good bye to the campus.  The place that was school to them for a little less than two years would soon be alma mater, a somewhat vaguely defined relationship.  For many of them the alma mater would just be a bagful of memories.  For others it would be a badge of lifelong honour and pride.

I often wonder how many of them would miss the place as they head out to a world of expectations and promise.  Would they miss us teachers a good part of whose lives revolve around them?

It is our engagement with the students that defines or marks our calendars.  We plan our academic life around our teaching commitments.  And our families plan their lives around our academic lives.  Students have a larger impact on our lives as teachers than we might imagine.  And I am not yet talking about the feedback, which sometimes leaves evergreen memories and, on some rare occasions, scars that you wish you could forget.

Which makes me often wonder how much truth there is to what some of my colleagues claim: We academics are at the heart of an academic institution.  I ask instead:  What would this school and our lives as teachers be but for its students?

It will be soon that time of the year when the trees would have all shed their leaves, in preparation for the hot and desiccating summer of Bangalore.  To a more delusive or hyper-imaginative mind like mine it would appear that they do so in honour of the kids that are about to leave the campus.

Or may be it is their way of saying how much they will miss them.  Like the flora of Ayodhya that is said to have left the town to accompany Lord Rama to the Dandakaranya forest when His father banished Him.

These trees are like mute witnesses to the vicissitudes of life on the campus.  They stand there stoically for years and decades, watching the steady procession of people who live on the campus and then eventually leave as they graduate, retire or are snatched away by the Hands of Destiny.

I know most of these trees individually, as if they were animate creatures, and not the inanimate but living creatures that our science text books would have us believe.  They must have stood where they are for many decades, like Lord Tennyson's brook, even as men come and go.  I know how their leaves look, how their branches droop and the spread of their lush, generous canopies.

It will be soon that time of the year when the whole campus will go to sleep.  The students' halls of residences will be vacant once again.  Many faculty colleagues and their families will leave on their annual vacation, as if they wanted to say, What do we do here with all the students gone. 

It will be soon that time of the year that I do not look forward to.  In spite of being an old man I do not like transitions in life.  And I do not like milestones that forebode impending transitions either.

As I walk back home to the hastening dusk on the December sky I visualise that time of the year that will soon be upon me which will remind that I will be closer to completing another year of my life as a teacher.  It will soon be that time of the year when I will be one year closer to calling it a day as a teacher.

It will soon be that time of the year when I would have gone through another year of circumstances working their inevitable changes on my mind, ever so subtly that I would not even notice.  Until I run into someone from my remote past who exclaims how much I have changed over the years, how taciturn, morose, quiet, grumpy, cynical or humourless I have become.

But this year will not be just another of those fourteen years that I have spent as a teacher here.  I have been through some extraordinary experiences this year.  I discovered a latent emotional need that I had never imagined that I had - the need to be an elderly relative of a kind that I have not been so far.  But just as quickly I realised to my searing disappointment that this desire will remain unfulfilled.

It will soon be that time of the year when the strong arm of Rejection will have prised a piece of me away from the complex ensemble of personalities that my friends who claim to me know me well tell me I am - even though the rational side to me may have helped me come to terms with this unrequited need for belongingness.

Nanni...Namaskaaram..

Wednesday, 17 August 2016

A case for reading

This post was triggered by the article that I came across in The Hindu this last Sunday morning.  The link to the article is here.  http://www.thehindu.com/opinion/op-ed/sayantani-dasguptas-love-letter-to-banned-books/article8986541.ece

I liked the article for two reasons.  One, I liked Sayantini’s clever device to bring out her students’ fear of the written word.  These students by her admission were “open minded”.  Understandably, they were reluctant to come up with suggestions of books that they might consider banning. 

Yet when they were asked to identify books that they would rather not have a younger sibling read, they overcame their reluctance to suggest books that need to be banned.  In the process she brings out a fundamental point:  Those who ban books may for all you know may not be different from all of us who consider ourselves to be open-minded.
 
While she lists a number of books that have been banned from time to time I could add to that list writers who were considered subversive by the UK during the second world war:  Bertrand Russell and my all-time favourite, PG Wodehouse, among many others.  Paranoia, it would appear, is not the exclusive preserve of a tinpot autocrat lording over a banana republic!
 
Secondly and more importantly I loved the piece for the case she builds up for reading.  It was particularly appealing considering that reading seems to be disappearing from the ever-growing bucket lists of most of contemporary society.  Where people read it seems to be driven by a relatively narrow purpose such as cracking an interview or performing well in an examination.
 
Reading as an intellectually bohemian activity – I use that adjective very deliberately – appears to be yielding ground to various other pastimes, regrettably.  My views in this regard resonate with those of Sayantini’s. I would rather reproduce her words than mess it up with my own clumsy and imprecise style of articulation.
 
“Because that, right there, is the greatest purpose of literature. It is not grades. It is not in the construction of the most grammatically accurate sentence. Its purpose is to create empathy. ….Literature exists so we, flesh and blood readers, can connect with made-up characters in some fundamental, universal way. We go to literature not just for a great story but because good books show us how people think, choose and decide; how there are multiple perspectives and approaches to the same ethical questions; and how what is considered morally true and absolute in one age might not be so in the next.”
 
The other important purpose of reading is to expand one’s mind and thinking.   Much of the extreme views that one hears in the public discourse of today unfortunately is a result of the poor reading habits of modern society.   As Sayantini notes, reading “ would have taught us that one person’s normal is the other person’s provocative. That if we don’t broaden our world, if we only read what’s familiar and comfortable, we hear echoes of ourselves. That complex books teach us how to analyse and argue. That censorship does not sit well in a democracy because it distorts reality.”
 
And the outcome of all of that I would look forward to is what she claims she achieved at the end of the course.  “By the end of the semester, we hadn’t changed the world.  All we had done was merely read, ask questions, disagree, research, and listen.  I want to believe that was a good start.”
 
How I wish more of us would read more.  And make this world a more interesting place for conversations, spoken or otherwise.
 
Nanni….Namaskaaram…

Wednesday, 10 August 2016

Smitten, yet again...

The Open Air Theatre at IIMB was as still as stillness could get.  .It was 4:30 am.  The January chill was well beyond being pleasant.  The coffee vendor at the venue could not cope with the long queue of people trying to deal with the cold, sipping sizzling cuppas in quick succession.

The more than two hundred people in the audience stayed rooted to their seats, waiting for Bombay Jayashri.  It did not matter to them that they had been awake all night listening to equally lilting music from the Lalgudi siblings and Ustad Wasifuddin Dagar.  The cynical side of me said that it was probably the Oscar effect. 

All of that cynicism was soon replaced with tearful joy as Nattai was followed by Bhoopalam, Saveri and Vasantha with the grand culmination in Tilang.   The ragas flowed with BJ's patent, easy, lazy style that does not sometimes go down well with the aficionados in Chennai. 

My love affair with BJ's music started when I turned on the music in my father in law's car a year back.  The voice I heard had a languorous sensuality.  Yet the kambodhi was pure and chaste.  BJ took no liberties with the demanding canons of Carnatic music as the she meandered along the contours of the raga.  The aalapanai produced this nice feeling of being gently washed away by a stream as its swirling waters caressed you in a soothing massage.

It is now three days since I listened to BJ on that cold January morning. I still suffer from the dull feeling of a junkie who is savouring the slowly fading hangover from his last high.

As I reflect on the haunting effect that BJ has had on me I wonder what is the phenomenon at work?  Is it her music? Or, is it her charm, her poise and elan as a singer?  Or, the way she let her hands sway as she lost herself in the song, unfettered by the demands of the tricky taala? Or, all of it in some measure?  Does it really matter?  If the purpose of art is to delight the audience does it matter whether it is the art, the artist or the ensemble of the two that provides that joy? 

Khushwant Singh is once supposed to have said to Bangladesh, Give us Runa Laila and we will give you all the waters of the Farakka Barrage.  Clearly he seems to have been as much in love with the singer as he was with her song.  After all, Runa Laila's O laal meri itself, did not recognise- was much less bound by - the geographic limits of the modern nation state.

I am not sure I am as clear about what I want - as Khushwant Singh was about what he wanted.  For example, as a resident of Bangalore would I offer all the waters in the KR Sagar if BJ were to relocate to my city? I cannot say - only beacuse I dread what the KRRS would do to me.

For now, it is good enough for me to know that I am smitten.  I do not care whether it is by BJ or her rendition.

Nanni.  Namaskaaram

Interview Blues

One of the highlights of life at IIMB is interviewing students for our various programmes. I do not miss that opportunity if I can. I would be surprised if anyone can think that it is a chore s/he can do without!

Interviews give me a peep into the new generation's thinking. Their worldview. Their upbringing. Their attitude to life.

It is true that they impose an enormous sense of responsibility on you. You have to do your best to ensure that the programme gets the people best suited and the ones that deserve most to be in on it. A task that is more easy to describe than to execute. And all the while you have to make sure that your prejudices do not come in the way. And God help you there if you have an observer ego as dominant as the one I am blessed with.

But then to get something in life you have to give something, right? Well at least when I was brought up they had not started auctioning air waves. So I do not have the benefit of learnings from spectrum auctions. You know what I mean.

So it is with interviews. Over about six to eight hours everyday you meet the most talented among the young men and women from among the top 1500 out of some 250,000 contenders. All of them acutely competitive. All of them realise that those twenty or thirty minutes could make an important difference to their lives. So their powerful engines are firing on all thirty two cylinders. And you have to make sure that all the eight cylinders in the old heap that your mind is are firing away too. It is exhausting in a way, to say the least. But invigorating too, in many ways.

So when the admissions office approached me this year I happily said yes to as many days as I could afford to.

The sense of deja vu at the end of the interviews this year was not new. And here is what is striking. It is a binary experience.

At one end of the spectrum you meet some truly extraordinary young men and women. People who have attended schools with such formidable reputation that folks in the technology and commercial capitals in the world are in awe the power of their intellect. People who can hold forth on how and why a cricket ball swings to what they think needs to be done to the agricultural sector in India. Men and women who do amazing things in a day's work such as design chips that will help patients deal better with chronic diseases. People who have played highly competitive sports and won commendable laurels.

At the other end you meet people whose CVs make you feel your whole life was a waste compared to their marks in school and the ranks they scored one entrance exam after another. All of this on top of having excelled in some art or sport. Yet they flake up on the simplest of questions. They have trouble spelling "convenience" and "occasion".

Which makes you wonder what is wrong with our educational system. Or if it is the parenting that has to blame. Personally I think it is a bit of both. I think today's schooling and education are to blame in large part. Today's schools in India are miserable hell-holes. I will write more about that in another post.

But I do believe equally it is the social pressure and life styles that are to blame. The disproportionate amount of emphasis on success over substance . The obsession with achievement as opposed to character.

As I reflect on those long hours of interviewss I think about the two young men back in my own home. I begin to wonder what kind of a world they will inherit when they attain the age of these interviewees. I let off a long sigh and say to myself Allahu Akbar, as I always do when I do not have answers.

Nanni. Namaskaaram

Why I am a Mallu, and will always remain one...

Technically, I am a "Palakkaadan."  That is what my Tamilian friends refer to me as.  It means a Tamilian (most commonly a Brahmin) from Kerala.  If you have ever lived in Tamil Nadu you will realise that the term smacks of raw, undisguised contempt.  A feeling that is as bilious as anything you can imagine.

We Tamil Brahmins from Kerala are bound to carry this baggage of being the oppressed minority all our lives.  That explains our somewhat difficult to understand world view on most matters. That will be the subject for another post.

What I wish to assert here is that no matter what the Tamilians or the Mallus call me I will always be a Mallu in thought word and deed.  I do not wish to split hair to say that I am not from Palghat, that I am from Trivandrum and that we consider ourselves to be a different breed, if possible of even different ethnicity. The fact is we are different from our counterparts from Palakkad.

The Mallu here is a metaphor.  An expression to describe a people that are unique and different in many ways.  And I do not care if that is worthy of approval by anyone at all.

The Mallu is first of all a sensitive soul.  His sense of dignity is stronger than that of any average person, to the point of being almost impractical.  Which is why he does not like being spoken to.  He does not like to receive favours.  He does not like to sponge off.  Which is why many a Mallu behaves like Tagore's Babus of NayanJore.

The Mallu's sense of dignity also arises from his sense of equality.  Mallus are leftists ethnically, if ever one can visualise an anthropological construct of that sort.  Take the most successful Mallu businessman that you know of.  Beneath the most self aggrandising Malayali businessman you will find lurking a leftist heart.

That is also the reason why Mallus make for poor subordinates and even poorer followers.  Anyone familiar with Kerala politics will appreciate this readily.  Kerala perhaps has the largest number of political parties per capita.  It also has the largest number of party restructuring events.  The market for party restructuring in Kerala is more active than the market for corporate control in India.

Each of the political parties seems to be made up of one or more leaders, a large number of political wannabes waiting for their moment to engineer a split and start a new party that they can lead, the rest being made up of some opportunistic hangers-on for whom being with a political party is a personal need of the moment to be able to swing a transfer (or avoid one), to get a government job or for some other sundry imperative.  They rarely seem to be there to follow a political ideology, even less so to follow a leader.

The Mallu has a great sense of humour.  It is dark, bordering on the wicked. That sense of humour is important, but for which the average Mallu would be a victim of ennui - a fact that is borne by the relatively large number of suicides among Malayalis.

That brings me to the next reason - the Mallu's deep sense of futility about many things in life.  This sense of futility is like opium.  It drapes you in an envelope of langour.  It is a common backdrop for many a work of literature in Malayalam.  Like the grey that O Henry's works are set in. 

It is a pity that people who do not understand this sense of futility often mistake it for indolence. Pity because the Mallu often does not do anything not because he does not want or he is not capable of.  

These finer attitudes require intelligence. That is the last of the reasons that I will always want me to be a Mallu.  To be a Mallu means being intelligent.  Not in a clever worldly wise way, but in a more refined reflective way.

I cannot look at myself as being anyone other than a Mallu. We are dignified, thinking, sensitive souls in short with a sense of humour.

Is the Mallu so special that only he could be the repository of these attributes?  Surely no.  But on average it is more likely that a Mallu is all of these, more than anyone else.

So, for all these reasons, high on the endless list of the many things that I ask of the Lord, I pray that some day after all this frenzy of Tennyson's getting and spending is over I will be delivered back to the land I come from, so I may lay my bones there.

And that should I ever be born again, may that be somewhere on the littoral strip of earth on the south west of India that we know as Kerala.

Nanni.  Namaskaaram.

Grigory Perelman: My humble homage to Greatness

How I stumbled upon an interesting book

I cannot recall how I bought this book. Whatever the motivation for the purchase I can say two things for sure.  One, I did not do the customary due diligence I carry out before I buy a book.  Two, I did not know enough about the main protagonist to be persuaded by the fact that the book was about him. 

The book I am referring to is Perfect Rigour – A Genius and the Mathematical Breakthrough of the Century by Masha Gessen (Houghton Mifflin Harcourt Publishing Company).

By the time I picked it up to read, nearly two years later, and I realized that it was about Grigory Perelman I had heard about him twice.  I recalled reading an inconspicuous story in the newspaper and then I had heard his name in passing from a colleague who referred to him as an example of renunciation. 

Neither of it was sufficient reason to allocate an extreme scarce personal resource, namely reading time, to reading this obscure book.  But then here I was slowly plodding through it day after day.

A brief account of the life of Grigory Perelman

For those who don’t like a long drawn suspense the book is ostensibly the life story of Grigory Perelman who shot to fame by proving the Poincare Conjecture.  The Conjecture itself was one of the six unsolved problems in mathematics identified by the Clay Institute for which it announced a challenge prize of one million dollars. 

The Poincare Conjecture was an unresolved problem in topology put forth by French mathematician Henri Poincare.  The problem seems to have been so seductive that many a brilliant mathematical career seems to have been sacrificed at it.  It took seven years of Perelman’s single-minded brilliance to prove the Conjecture.  Gessen weaves the story of many other equally brilliant mathematicians, both inside and outside Russia, who float in and out of the narrative like minor characters in a grand musical opera.

The book ends with the sad story of how Perelman turned down many of the material payoffs that would have been his for his stupendous mathematical achievement.

The author is an unusual person too.  If you like me, enjoy knowing as much about the author as about the work, you can read about Masha Gessen here.   https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Masha_Gessen

After I started reading the book I did the usual rummaging of reviews that I normally do before I buy a book.   Most reviews on Amazon on this book were unflattering.  After reading the book I suspect that they were not unjustified.  A somewhat similar book by Sylvia Nassar, for example, A Beautiful Mind has many glowing reviews.  But the blurbs from the reviews in the Times and Sunday Times that show on the back jacket of the book are far more kind, perhaps fairer too.

What the Book is all about

Having pressed on with the book undeterred I am glad I did.  And that is so for what I learned, stuff of which I had no inkling until then. I am glad in spite of Gessen’s somewhat unusual style of English writing, the kind of which I have not come across so far.  I do not mean that as a compliment. The style of narration and the jerky flow of the narrative are two important peeves I have against the book. 

Gessen’s book is interesting because of the three broad themes that the book deals with:  The institutions of science and scientific education in Soviet Russia, the world of mathematics and the rather unusual social beings that mathematicians are and finally the life of one remarkable mathematician who epitomizes it.  Her account of the training in mathematics in Russia through its Math Olympiad schools is quite fascinating.

I would not have known anything about any of these if I had not read this book.  Having read it I think I am better off personally, even though it adds nothing to my academic welfare.

The other aspect that makes Gessen’s book remarkable is the fact that she wrote about Perelman without speaking to him even once.  Now that does raise question marks about whether the account can be authentic enough.  Viewed differently it is an interesting experiment.  Having read about him I believe that while he is important enough to be written about. Equally, I suspect that there is no way anyone could write a book on Perelman with his cooperation.

Kolmogorov – The Life of a Mathematician in Soviet Russia

Gessen’s account of life in academe is represented by her account of Andrey Kolmogorov.  Kolmogorov was a child prodigy of sorts.  His childhood reminded me of that of von Neumann’s.

Kolmogorov’s is a name that crops up so often in the lives of those of who work with applied statistics as a tool of research in social sciences.  Gessen presents him as a quintessential figure in the Soviet mathematical establishment.  He was a Renaissance man with deep involvement in the classics in music and literature and who openly carried on a same-sex relationship with Pavlov Alexandrov. 

When I read about the plan that Kolmogorov wrote up “of how to become a great man should I have sufficient desire and diligence my heart” warmed and my eyes lit up – until I reread that point and noted that Kolmogorov was all of forty when he wrote that plan.” (p-40). I sadly realized that I had missed that opportunity by well over sixteen years.  More importantly those sixteen years also happen to be the period when the brain is in radioactive decay mode.  Admittedly I was willing to assume for that brief while that I might have hidden deep inside me an intellect as formidable as that of Kolmogorov, waiting to be unleashed.

Life for Kolmogorov was not easy in the Soviet establishment.  One of the strange things I read was that the state would not allow, let alone encourage, the teaching of set theory since it was antithetical to the ideals of the state.  I have not understood the basis for this ideological antipathy though. 

Thus mathematicians like Kolmogorov were almost tolerated only when their utility in the space and military programmes of the Soviet state became evident.  Once that was realized mathematicians were even beginning to be pampered, except when it came to travelling overseas to attend conferences, especially to the USA.  International travel and collaborations were a nearly paranoia-inducing proposition to that totalitarian establishment.

The degree of tolerance for mathematicians comes out of this observation by Gessen:  “That Kolmogorov’s marked social problems did not impair his career is a measure of the degree to which a sort of Apsergian culture was built into the larger Russian culture of mathematics.” (p-177)

Kolmogorov’s story eventually ends in a tragedy.  “Kolmogorov never recovered from a scandal in which he was implicated as “an agent of western cultural influence in the Soviet Union….He died at eighty four, speechless, blind and motionless, but surrounded by his students, who for the preceding couple of years had taken turns providing round the clock care at his house.” 

I had no idea of how politicized the Russian scientific and mathematical establishments were until I read this book.  And that politicization was in more ways than one. 

At one predictable level the entire scientific establishment was just as much hostage to the propaganda blitzkrieg of the state.  At another level, narrow bigoted considerations such as anti Semitism seemed to govern the running of the establishment.  That anti-Semitism continued to haunt Perelman’s career and would perhaps have paid to his academic aspirations but for the numerous godfathers he had as we will soon see. 

Coming as it did from a state that officially did not subscribe to the idea of God it surprised me that the state would actively discriminate scientists on the basis of their religion. 

Grigory Perelman himself was a product of the emerging mathematics training phenomenon in the Soviet Union.  Gessen’s book provides an interesting peep – but just a peep – into the institutional and social dynamics of being a mathematician.  It talks about the scramble for good schools, the limited funding and resources the schools provided for international work and the privileges mathematicians enjoyed in a resource starved society. 

What is striking of course is the phenomenon of training schools for the International Math Olympiads (IOM) to which Gessen devotes a great deal of real estate in the book.  The book gives the impression that the IOM pervaded social life to a great extent.  That could however be a flawed conclusion given that these narratives tend to create a larger than life impression of the phenomenon they deal with.  I suspect that is partly the magic that every writer tends to create.

Perelman, the Man and the Mathematician

Perelman the mathematician was an unmistakable outcome of the IOM phenomenon in Russia.  So much so when he sets out to prove the Poincare conjecture Gessan describes it as a well-defined but challenging IOM type problem.

Perelman would have been a sad casualty but for the efforts of so many people.  Gessen sums this up in an interesting fashion:  “From the moment Perelman entered Rukshin’s math club at the age of ten – or perhaps from a much earlier point, when his mother told her professor she was leaving mathematics to have a baby – Perleman had been a human math project.  He was raised by his mother, reared by Rukshin, coddled by Ryzhik, coached by Abramov, directed by Zalgaller, protected by Alexandrov, tended by Burago, and promoted by Bromov so that he could do pure mathematics in a world of pure mathematics.”

But with all that Perelman turned out to what the average man or woman would consider a quirky individual.  At the age of fourteen “Perelman turned out to be Perelman, which is to say, rigid, demanding and hypercritical; these qualities would only intensify with age, ultimately making it impossible for him to be any kind of teacher or, indeed, communicator.” (p-96)

Perelman’s behaviour did not change much with age.  “The seventeen year old Perelman – university student, Olympiad champion, and universal problem-solving machine – did not and could not imagine that these math club teenagers, who had two years’ fewer problem solving and competition experience and who simply lacked his problem crunching skills could not do what he could if he they really, really put their minds to it. “ (p-97)

When Perelman arrived in the United States he was twenty six. . By that time his transformation into being what Jeff Cheeger, a mathematician at the Courant Institute at BYU, would describe as “eccentric” appears to have been complete.  Gessen pieces together evidences of this transformation.    “He did not believe in cutting hair or finger nails – some people thought they remembered his saying something about the unnaturalness of such trimming…( C) hances  are at least as good that Perelman found the conventions of personal hygiene and appearance both taxing and unreasonable…. He wore the same clothes every day – most notably a brown corduroy jacket – and his holding forth on the virtues of a particular kind of black bread that could be procured only from a Russian store in Brooklyn Beach, where Perelman walked from Manhattan.” (p—114).

Quirks aside, to say that Perelman was a gifted mathematician would be stating the obvious.  Gessen provides some interesting reference points to bring out the scale and nature of his brilliance.

“What the world had given Perelman was the habit of honing the power of his incomparable mind on a single problem.  In the world of top mathematicians, the intellectual elite are people who open new horizons by posing questions no one else has thought to ask.  A step down are the people who devise ways to answer those questions; often these are members of the elite at earlier stages in their career – few years after obtaining their PhDs, for example when they are proving other people’s theorems before they start formulating their own.  And finally there are the rare birds, those who take the last steps in completing proofs.  These are the persistent, exacting, patient mathematicians who finally lay down the path others have dreamed up and marked out.  In our story Poincare and Thurston represent the first group, Hamilton the second group and Perelman the one who finished the job. Indeed, it was a problem that perhaps could not be solved in any amount of time by anyone – except Perelman.  And Perelman was a man in search of just such a problem, one that would finally utilize the full capacity of the supercompactor that was his mind.” (p-146).

The Hamilton Gessen refers to is Richard Hamilton, one of the brilliant mathematicians who had worked on the Poincare Conjecture.  Hamilton’s work led to “Ricci flow”, Hamilton’s approach to proving the conjecture.  To give an idea of the prominence of his work, a whole group of other mathematicians which Gessen refers to as the “Ricci flow community”, had started work on and around Ricci flow.

Gessen’s detailed account of how Perelman eventually got to work on the proof and the dynamics of cutting edge research in mathematics is quite engaging and is worth a read.  You get interesting vignettes of interesting mathematicians like James Thurston who could “visualize” four dimensional space. 

Gessen also makes a quick detour into the world of modern psychology to explain the behaviour of these brilliant individuals.  She cites research by Simon Baron-Cohen on a disorder known as Asperger Syndrome, named after the Austrian pediatrician, Hans Asperger who is credited with identified the disorder.

Gessen believes that much of the behaviour of these brilliant mathematicians could be attributed to or explained by this syndrome.  “The correlation between math and autism and / or Asperger’s was proved again: mathematicians scored higher than other scientists, who scored higher than students in the humanities who scored roughly the same as the random controls.” (p-176)

But the extension that Gessen makes of this explanation sounds like a stretch.  “So it is perhaps no accident that the founders of the dissident movement in the Soviet Union were mathematicians and physicists.” (p-178)

In short I got to read about a world that sounds like fantasy in that I will never get to be a part of real.  Yet one knows that it is all very real.

The Not so Happy Denouement

For the next seven years Perelman toiled away, cut off from nearly all of mankind, working out the proof that was to set the world of maths agog with not so hushed excitement.  The beast at whose altar many a brilliant career in mathematics had been sacrificed had been finally tamed it would appear.

Perelman’s engagement with the world of maths, with academe and with the world of publishing – all distinct yet closely intertwined worlds - however does not end on a happy note.  Perelman declined all the recognition and rewards that would have been his if only he had chosen to accept them.  But in his world view they did not appear to be adequate honour for the seminal nature of what he had accomplished.

Perelman chose not to publish his work though the conventional channels for academic publishing. Gessen explains that “(f)inally, his decision to post his proof on the arXiv had been an intentional revolt against the very idea of scientific journals distributed by paid subscription.”  (p-157)  “Perelman’s revolt against the conventions of scientific publication was not based on an ideology; he simply had no use and therefore no regard for them.” (p-164)

He also turned down an offer to join the faculty at Princeton.  Gessen notes that he “abhorred the idea of being some department’s prized possession.” (p-164)

Having posted the third part of his proof Perelman managed to disappear from the world of mathematics and the world at large, leaving the world to just imagine that Perelman had back to inhabit the small world comprising just him and his mother.  Gessen notes that “(h)e cancelled his email account at the Steklov and left mathematics by walking out through the heavy oak double doors that led on to the embankment of the Fontanka River and into the oppressing grayness that masqueraded as daylight in St. Petersburg in winter.” (p-185)

Even Rukshin, the man behind the mathematician that Perelman is, who was a part of Perelman’s small world does not appeared to be a part of any more.

Gessen goes to great length to explain this extraordinary behaviour of Perelman.  She appears to proceed with the premise that this was all the response from an unhappy man.

Perelman’s “script also contained rules, obvious ones….Great mathematical achievement should be rewarded with professional recognition, which can take only one form: the form of studying and understanding the work that the person has done.  Money is no substitute for work.  In fact, money is insulting.  If you think it is natural for a university to offer money to someone who has solved a huge problem even though no one at this university understands the solution…(t)his is a caricature. There was no place for caricatures in Perelman’s script.” (p-174)

“He had given mathematics something great, something truly valuable.  Mathematics had responded feebly, trying to convince him to accept substitutes for true recognition.  No wonder he was disappointed in mathematics.” (p-181)

Perelman’s view of the world was best summed up in the comments of Rukshin who perhaps knew him better than anyone else in the world, including his own mother:  “ The world of science – the science that Perelman had considered the most honest of the sciences – had turned its other side to him.  It had been soiled and turned into market goods.” (p-165)

A Beautiful Mind vs Perfect Rigour

As I read the story of Perelman's life I was reminded of the life of John Nash, in Sylvia Nassar's book A Beautiful Mind.  I do not know enough maths to draw a comparison of the greatness of the two mathematicians.  I do get the sense that even if I could make that comparison it would be meaningless, given the sheer greatness of the two characters.  It would be like trying to establish who is a greater rishi between between Viswamitra and Vasishtha, I suspect.

Nash's story is a sad one too.  But in some ways it offers a sense of hope at the end.  Although the disease pretty much finished off his career in maths, he lived to harvest the recognition that his early work offered him.  He had a little more of a normal family and social life than Perelman did.  And possibly because of the close proximity of his work to the world of applications he has become a "household name" among economists and a whole lot of other social science disciplines.

Perelman on the contrary walked away from all of it, in his endeavor not to compromise what he seemed to see as the pristineness of maths and the life of an academician.  For all we know he has found his peace in this small world of his.

I am also led to wonder if Perelman and Nash are both products of the different societies they were raised in.  One very consumerist and grounded in this world and the other one of austerity and severity. 

As  I was reading this book, coincidentally I came across an anecdote involving a Soviet indologist who was told by an Indian seer that Russia was the home of the vedas and that its original name was Rishi Varsha and that explained the presence of a significant level of Sanskritic expressions in the Russian dialect spoken in Northern Russia.

OK, OK.  I know I am pushing it too far.  But I assure I have not been smoking anything...

But let me say this.  For many days after I read the book Perelman’s life coming back to my thoughts like very few others have from those I have read about.  And every time I thought about him I was reminded of a Sanskrit sloka I read in school:

उदारस्य तृणं वित्तं शूरस्य मरणं तृणं
विरक्तस्य तृणं भार्या निस्पृहस्य तृणं जगत् ;

Udaarasya trunam vittam shoorasya maranam trunam
Viraktasya trunam bhaaryaa nispruhasya trunam jagat.

i.e.   For a generous person money or wealth is insignificant (like a blade of grass), for a  warrior the prospect of facing death is immaterial.  Likewise, a person unattached to family life has no interest in his wife, and for a person having no desires this living Earth is immaterial.

Verse and Translation accessed Aug 10, 2016 at http://mcjoshi21.blogspot.in/2012/08/to-daus-subhashit.html]

Nanni... Namaskaaram...